I’m numb. I just want out. I can’t breathe. Feelings are your inner most thoughts and emotions. I try to embrace mine but I’m getting punished for it. Being alone is a fear but I’m not intimidated by my fears only cautious. Getting hurt seems to be a habit of mine. I thought He was it. I though He was the one that would never let me down. He wasn’t supposed to. I wish he’d let himself understand. I’ve tried to convey what hurts and why.. he refuses to allow himself to understand because of past relationships. I am tired of having to pay for that. Why should I be punished for something I had nothing to do with. Where is my strength? Where did It go.. It aggravates me to know I am the weak one now. I just wish he would allow himself to understand. I am done and through. I have no other choices or ways out. Its a lose lose situation.
