Love- It never feels like it works.
it hurts when the people you love hurt you. The pain becomes even stronger when they know they are hurting you and continue to do so. What has become of me? why have i let myself fall this deeply into path that i am so unaware of. This hurt is only continuing and yet i just keep dealing with it. Whys should I have to deal with the pain alone? Why should I even have to deal with the pain period. Sometimes I wish i could sit and have a frozen ICEE with God. Just me and him to discuss how to deal with my hurt. Usually I just push people away. I”m done with them. But this person. Our connection is undeniable. I wish it was easier to move along and to worry over other things or not worry at all. I’m tired of the same argument over the same things. I am on a carousel and now more than ever, i really just want off. Please just let me off of this never ending path that seems to be forming for us. I can’t emotionally take anymore of it. I am beaten and I am torn. Just let it go.
